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Jul. 19th, 2016

Today/last night is the worst day.

A year ago, I lost my beloved kitty Olive, and I know she was just a cat, but not a day goes by still that I don't think of her and miss her and hurt over how she died. When I started pulling out my summer stuff to wear there was still her fur on a lot of things, and I occasionally find the little toys she buried in odd places around the house.

And it's five years ago that we lost Sandy, and I still miss her so much it aches and her laugh and her sense of humor. I was vidding a lot the last few months, and I kept trying to hear the Snady voice in my head reminding me of things, and just wishing I could hear the real voice.

I know I never seem to post much here these days except sadness and fic announcements. I guess that's a fairly good summary of my life lately. There doesn't seem to be a lot in between, but I keep hoping to do better, and be more active.

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fishsanwitt
Jul. 19th, 2016 08:11 pm (UTC)
I am sending ::hugs::

Sometimes, life can be so hard.
killabeez
Jul. 19th, 2016 09:59 pm (UTC)
{{{{{{{{{you}}}}}}}}}}}

I'm having a bad day, too, in a bad week, in a bad month. Hugs?
batwrangler
Jul. 19th, 2016 10:34 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry. Wish things were better.
trepkos
Jul. 19th, 2016 10:50 pm (UTC)
I remember your post about poor Olive. I'm sure she wouldn't want you to be sad, but it's so hard to lose a friend in such circumstances.
daria234
Jul. 20th, 2016 01:21 am (UTC)
*many hugs, sweetie*

mackiemesser
Jul. 20th, 2016 01:32 am (UTC)
:( :( :( :(

Sorry it's that kind of anniversary.
tavella
Jul. 20th, 2016 06:11 pm (UTC)
I still miss cats from many years ago too. Hugs.
machinistm
Jul. 21st, 2016 01:33 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
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